Legally tickled (geli-sah)

Okay, I just had a major emo moment. It was raining in Pondok Indah Mall and I'm just waiting for the car.

Imagine this:
- I'm wearing a grey giordano crew neck tee, long dark blue jeans, and black jacket.
- Right hand : $10 watch from Lucky Plaza, left hand : my mom's 30-year-old bracelet.
- My hair was wet, so the water dripped down and it looked like as though I was crying.
- I leaned on to a blue pillar, background of white light, and it is still raining.
- "Ada Band - Surga Cinta" was playing.
- And I actually keep looking at my phone as though checking for sms.

Cih...emo banget, baru sadar pas uda d dalem mobil, tp bnerny ga emo, lg mikir aja.
dan lucu deh, mau dari tadi g jalan2 ke bioskop, gramedia, toko kaset, ampe food court yang gue denger lagu "Letto - Sebelum Cahaya", ampun, g kayak dihantuin fanie gt rasanya.

ga tau lagi ada korslet ato apa, kmaren d msn ngomongin ttg "romantic proposal", mampus lah daku.

trus ada beberapa scenario yg lumayan keren:

1. Salju turun, ice skating on a frozen lake berdua, trus nyalain lampu di nearest pohon cemara yang ada bertulisan "I **** you"

2. Musim gugur, di taman daun2 warna merah/orange berjatuhan, duduk berdua di kursi taman, maen lempar kayu sama anjing, begt anjingnya balik, bawa note/cincin

3. Nonton bioskop, pas iklan2 sblom film mulai, minta k orangnya supaya masukin slide yg tulisanny "I **** you" trus bend down on one knee...

4. ada scenario laen? blom kpikir.

Hahaha, gue mikir apa sihh. I'm NOT even CLOSE. :)

Open up the heaven in your heart and let me be
Things you are to me, and not some puppet on a string