I should have known better

I feel terrible.

noted: don't read a romantic story when you are all alone by yourself.

Okay, so some AI fans create this imaginary story about the Idols
some lovey dovey thingy between David Archuleta and Ramiele Malubay
it was quite funny, actually, to imagine those idols in the story.
but kudos to the writer, it is very well written.
I'll post the story. click here.

and why I feel terrible? you guess.
to cheer myself up, I watched some Friends episode

good quotes:
"it is ironic how a footage of someone being born can make you want to kill yourself"
"which one is more painful, going through labour or getting kicked in the nuts?"
both by Chandler Bing....

and I stupidly turned down a job offer
reason : i don't think the timing's right
I'm not in the mood to push myself, and so here I am.

sorry this time's just a bunch of complaints.
it's just these times of my mood.

i hear the ticking of clock i'm here alone the room's pitch dark
i wonder where you are tonight no answer on your telephone