Senyummu juga sedihmu, adalah hidupku...

by Queen:
Each morning I get up I die a little,
Can't barely stand on my feet

which is damn true for me right now, not because desperate for somebody to love, bt there is a construction going on right beside my house! and guess what, me and the hammer(er) share a stupid, big, not-soundproofed, white wall...Sooo, every morning I have to wake up fishing early since they start doing the house.. come on, which jobless-nothing-to-do-guy would sleep only for 3-4 hours? has been going on for 3 days, and already I feel like giving them a big hammer myself :(

huahuhu...
Kmaren g iktan ARISAN ma nyokap! bukan ntn film it, bkn...ma ibu2 ank2 smp g gt d, jd y skalian aj nongkrong bareng gt...trus, katanya smp g dlu skrg ud parah abis...nyolot, belagu, ngelawan, ap lah g jg ga gt ngerti, tp agk lucu jg si klas 5-6 sd ud maen geng2 mau ngeroyok orang gt...

which struck me and my friends, how different we are from people 2 years below us, somehow, like a whole other generation... kalo tmen g blg ini gara2 increasingly globalized world ma Mtv, response g : what the fish? ngpain ngmngin begtan d dpn ibu2 arisan...I'm 18 dude,haha...Confession : juga ngerasa gt si ever since jemput granjun2 anderson g 2 taun yg lalu d changi... mau blg bda gmn yah, more open, free? ga juga sih, cm mrasa bda ajah gt... ngomongny agk bda :) and mind ya, i dun think my grandjun(s) are as bad as them, they're nice people, or at least i think so :P

Julian ma Dhea, g mikir np jrg ktm ank2 laen ol yah, n tiap hari ngeliat kalian be2 (ga protes, sumpah), yah plg rhd maura ferina, yg laen sibuk skola kl yah? mugger is the way (kata orang)..waktu j1 g pon 50x jg ga aneh2 amat ko (plis, plis jgn ditiru, santai si, tp wkt j2 agk ribet aj gt)

and Chelsea signed yet another defender, from Serbia, for 9 mil pounds, just when I thought they have too many defenders...okay, not my money, not my business, bt imagine what 9 mil pounds can do...

just watch Heroes season 3 trailer (alert):
Writers said that Peter had already used Angela's power in previous season(s)
and Sylar becomes all powerful, looking forward to the showdown with Elle...
just look in www.heroestheseries.com or www.heroeswiki.com

well, end this crappy post with some lyrics (julian style) :

tiba saatnya kita saling bicara
tentang perasaan yang kian menyiksa
tentang rindu yang menggebu
tentang cinta yang tak terungkap
pengen si ngomong gt, cuma mau gimana juga rasanya serba salah gt deh, mungkin perasaan ma rindu masi boleh lah, tp bgan cinta tak trungkap ga d, kykny menyiksa :)

Yakinkan aku Tuhan, dia bukan milikku,
biarkan waktu hapus aku
mskpn g yakn dia ga sepikun itu :P