Tiba saatnya kita saling bicara?

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Setiap kali kudengar namanya kau sebut
Tapi ku tak pernah bisa
Melakukan apa yang seharusnya kulakukan
Kuakui aku merindukanmu
Sesungguhnya ku tak rela
Hempaskan cinta yang kuberi
Kejujuran hati yang tak mungkin dapat ku pungkiri
Keinginanku untuk kau tau isi di hatiku

I have no further comment, for my own sake...
Entah np rasanya feel miserable bgt deh, last few days...
Nengok sini, nengok sono, rasanya pgn cabut jantung...huhu....
Katany si ga usa dpkrin aj gt, biar ga tmbh mnjadi2, well, i tried...
yah, udah, anggep aj ini smuany, kalo stres2 mlu g mesi ganti nama!

akhirnya dpt program karaoke gratis, KaraFun, yah, it kyk ngilangin vokal dr penyanyi asliny gt deh, ga gt ilang, tp ud good enough bwt free software..Mana abis itu bokap nemuin wireless microphone yg dr dlu bli tp ga pna dpake, jadi deh tu bokap nyanyi smaleman...hahaha...n skg br slesai, g ngantuk, tp ga bs tdr :(

oh, and try this, http://youtube.com/watch?v=uCqcd8IlNlo, for those who missed very funny stuff from American Idol. I gotta admit, the tunes are quite catchy :) and truthfully, I laughed like hell...

Dgr2 Julian nginep d oh nih, d suatu kamar...haiz...care for a trade dude? tp abs it blkin g lg k indo :P hehe...dan g baru sdr, agak pathetic jg itu shoutbox isiny cm g, jul, ato rhd, mesti promosi byk2 deh...ayo smua post, kalo ga tau mau post ap tls aj sjdaklhd jg gpp (pls, im kidding)..

N barusan g baru mkn seafood gt deh, bneran, pgn k Newton Circus :( pgn oyster omelette (bkn blogny mei) yah, enak si, cm mgkn biasa k Newtn Circus it kl dinner ga enak ato ud laper bgt gt yah, jd krasanya agk enak gt deh..fuih, pgn blk k sg, tp enjoy jg bnerny d indo :P darn, kangen berat :'(

Stop this. Okay, I just watched Good Luck Chuck (ehem, genuine?rite). So Chuck is cursed that the next guy his girlfriend dates after him will be her true love. Using this, Chuck sex-ed up quite a number, yet he still screams "what is sex without love?", replied : "It's still sex"..okay, I do nt have a point. anw finally he gave up and let Cam (Alba) go, bt honestly, his life become more pathetic than ever...and like any cliche, he ended up chasing Cam back again, i'll let you guess the ending...

So what a guy must do? Fight for the women? Some people told me, if you really like her, then you should just let her go if she's happy anyway...don't these two contradict? If I let her go, i'm sure she'll try to find happiness -without me in. If I fight for her, could I get any chance of making her happy, more than other guys? Fish, it is overrated. I'd like to think that these kind of thing does not need politics, by the time you planned strategies, I doubt your sincerity...But honestly, I too hesitate to act in fear of her hating me and blown my chances...I have no idea which one of these girls like, for I will never be them..And obviously, I'm confused now, somehow, over something..

Shush...I gotta be rambling for this to make sense :P

Bila yang tertulis untukku adalah yang terbaik untukmu
kan kujadikan kau kenangan yah terindah dalam hidupku
tapi pasti aku tetep pgn tau siapa yg bakal nulisin buat kita